Gramps

This morning, I had a dream about my grandpa. It was very brief because it happened between my alarm clock (6:15) and when my grandma came and woke me up to get ready for school (7:00). Don't remember much of the dialogue in the dream except that it was in Chinese and that we were talking quite a bit.

Sort of just standing outside on a patio/deck type of thing with nice weather outside. Then he walked out of nowhere and just stared out into the open. Basically how we used to hang out when he was outside smoking, except without the smoking. Then we started talking, he was smiling and I was amused with what he had to say. I miss his smile and his laugh. They always were able to make my day much better for some reason.

This is actually the first time I've really thought about him since he died. This is the first time he's been in any of my dreams since then also. Why was he in my dreams this morning? I don't know. It was a pleasant dream though, so I guess that's good.

Then there was a squirrel sunbathing on the deck today after I got home from school. My grandpa used to laugh at the squirrels whenever they did that and he always got so excited and always pointed them out to me and I'd see that smile and hear his chuckling laugh.

I miss him.