Stream of Consciousness Blog: 1

My friend, Mandy, gave me this idea to write a stream of consciousness blog because I couldn't really think of anything with enough substance to write about.  So I figured it would be an interesting approach for a blog entry by writing about things that have almost no substance whatsoever.  I will simply just write about what's going through my head even though some of it won't make any sense for 10 minutes straight.  I will probably be doing more of these in the future because I will have plenty more moments where I feel like blogging but can't really think of what to blog about.

My neck really hurts.  I'm afraid that it's probably more serious than I am leading myself to believe.  Maybe it'll go away and return back to normal.  I should probably get it checked out whenever I have an opportunity to do so.

The past few years have really sucked for me.  I often find myself to be unhappy deep down inside.  Disappointed and frustrated to the point of apathy.  Unfortunately, I am able to reason myself to not do anything stupid.  Sooner or later there will be a rebound.  Hopefully.  I can't wait for this year to be over.

Folding a thousand origami paper takes a lot of dedication.  I already lost count as to where I am, but I'm pretty sure that I'm not even over 300 cranes.  Already, I am way behind schedule that I have set up for myself, oh well.  I'll just have to fold cranes whenever I remember to do so and hope for the best.

I should probably shower after this.  I now remember why I stopped using gel for almost 5 years.  Nasty.

I'm happy that the Blazers finally made it back into the playoffs while having a very likable team.

Has the past few years of suckage helped me in any way?  Sure there are plenty of things that I have benefited from being where I am now--but I just can't see how it will make me a better person.  Bleh.

I am going to have a very hard time sleeping tonight with this stupid strained neck/upper back.  This giant canker sore on my gum isn't helping either.