Dead Week is Dead

Well, there is no official dead week here at Georgia Tech anymore. Oh well. This semester needs to end. Not in two weeks...now. It has been a tiring and exhausting semester on all levels and I just need it to be over with. I am tired. I am tired with school, tired with people, tired with life in general.

I have tried to be more social this past school year. At least a lot more out of my comfort zone in terms of socializing with people. It has been very draining and it just really isn't my thing. At times, I have recently resorted back to my old self and people here have sometimes noticed. I usually mask it under the reason that I have been lacking sleep and am very tired--which is true on the surface. However, the real reason is that I am just tired of socializing and have simply returned to normal. I guess this would explain why I don't have very many friends and I don't make friends very easily. I am much more comfortable being in the background of everything and just simply observing people. It really is a lot more interesting than wasting time talking with people. I tend to keep my observations to myself though.

It takes me a very long time to actually feel comfortable around anyone and it usually takes other people to actually remember who I am. I have found myself introducing myself to the same people for a few weeks when I only see them once a week. It has gotten a bit annoying, but it's not that surprising that it happens. I have always thought that I would make a good spy because I am a very forgettable person. People just don't remember me easily for some reason. I guess that it still holds true. Oh well.

The competitiveness of some people in studio disgusts me.